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Tuesday, October 31, 2006 @ 03:11

hello.

hmn. ahh wth.

BOO! heh. noticed that the past few posts i started with hello always found some way to turn emo. lol. not good. no no. =P

mann.. havent blogged in quite some time.
another block's gone. one more module off my shoulders, and one more block till the well deserved (but extremly short) break. hokkaido! hmn.. so.. i guess i managed to hand in my final assignment on time in the end.. kindda. -.-

spent the next few days after that doing absolutely nothing but slacking and wasting money and time. LOL. the night after we handed our assignment up a few of us stayed over at matthew's place, watched movies, talked, ate, slacked. =D heh.

next few days were.. hmn.. how should i put it.. uneventful. in a way. =P *evillaugh*. -.- spent whole days (and whole nights)(and whole mornings) playing dota (and cs) in this cybercafe called h.i.g.h with john and caleb. pretty cool place, big projector screen, bar, and crazy comps with crazy mousepads. lol. pretty classy, and crazy fun. heh. and.. as u can imagine.. with all that hours clocked, we spent a bomb (or a few). lol. got our money's worth tho. ;)

celebrated markky's birthday on friday, at marina. lol. loads of fun as always. still cant get over the fact that we spent a crazy amount of time discussing if the vacume cleaner sucking water up the tube thing was a phony. or, the unbelievable interest we had in the portable fan. -.- LOL la! was great hanging out with them again anw. managed to watch death note on saturday too. was pretty ok.

spent sunday slacking.

and today? was crazyshit madness. -.- got sick in the morning, abby and jia (caleb PANG-SEI-ed us) came over to do abby's boyfriend's birthday cake and cookies. lol. was pretty fun i must admit, but was damn tedious. baked the cookies 1st, which turned out to be more of biscuits. lol. cake was after dinner, seeing how we were crazily tired, the three of us took a trip to parkway to get a cake mixer. -.- which ofcoruse made our job a whole load easier (although we decided to tell ppl we were making brownies in the end. -.- shh..)

lol.. was a pretty dramatic night anw. nuthin to do with me tho! =P im the boring one. lol. hmn. but i guess everything turned out fine in the end for everyone. hope birthday boy appreciates it. -.-

so.. school's starting 2mr (with 6hrStraight classes). again. lol.
im sick. again.
captain's ball competition on wednesday.

yay to the world. lol. should't have started the entry with hello. -.-
nobody else could ever know
the part of me that cant let go
bread - everything i own

Sunday, October 22, 2006 @ 23:36

hello.

slept at 7 last night. haven't done that in duno how many donkey kong years. no idea why i did it, or how it happened. -.- i just.. went to my room, lay down, and erm. slept. -.- was supposed to get work done.. or at least started.. but.. *shrugs* dunno wats comin over me.

had to skip church today to cover up for what i didnt do the night before. managed to get some research done before heading out for a video meeting. didnt do much since then though. watched the island, a lil' bit of the matrix and the man u/liverpool match (which man u won. again. heh). sighs. and now? here i am blogging away while the rest of the world is frantically chionging their assignments.

im tired. so so tired.

Friday, October 20, 2006 @ 00:33

hello.

got my timetable today.

kindda hate it. two double blocks.
which means two 6hour classes for two months.. which means two modules per month.. which also means.. four major assigenments in two months, two of which are major projects.

kindda hate it. got a random cds no one else got.
put using the internet as a reseach tool as my 1st choice, and econs and my 2nd. guess what i got? LEADERSHIP&CHARACTER. of which nobody has had good comments about, and of which no one has done well in. and what time's the class? 6:00-9:00. -.-

kindda hate it. really few classes (or none at all) with my group of closer friends.
nuff said.

kindda hate it. but not as much as jam must. hang in there gal! im sure there's a way out. =)

got my final assignment today.

itz gonna be one helluva tough one to do. gotta apply all we've learnt in film language into a storyboard of an opening of a story that they gave us in the form of a short story kindda thing (hope im making sense). all by wednesday. if that isn't bad enough, i still gotta face the problem of not being able to draw for nuts and bolts. -.-

yay.

Wednesday, October 18, 2006 @ 23:41

boo.

hey.

yo!

hi.

did i miss out any?

lol. been noticing how kids (yes that's us) these days cant just start a simple conversation with a simple hello. hahas. i think i'll start starting all of mine the ol'skoo way.

hello. =D
today was pretty unevenful. lol. most of days now are. same old routines. project meetings, class, more project meetings, and with any luck.. a game or two of dota. heh. getting a lil sick of it all.. especially since we should be holiday-ing now. -.-

been taking up quite a few projects too. a lil too many maybe.

video prjt for visitor's center
video prjt for competition / portfolio
d&d publications / decor
ECO prjt with polyforum group

all pretty extensive, not forgetting im still having classes, and that we'll be getting our final assignments anytime now.

and we were supposed to be holiday-ing now.

sighs. on a brighter note, went for a run today after class. yep. you heard me right. lol. run. =P helped take my mind off the shitty part of life. -.- even if it was a lil while. and even if it wasn't really a.. erm. run. -.- lol. had fun anyway. =)

simple pleasures in life eh?

@ 00:54

check this out.

$1861.05

talk about a gay ass bill. -.- some guy stole my IC several months back. And this is just one of the 5 bills i got. the rest wernt alot cheaper.

another case of what happens when shit hits the fan.

screw you. bitch.

Monday, October 16, 2006 @ 01:01

disclaimer: this post may contain an amount of inside jokes. dont blame me if you dont get it.

*yawns*

im back.

camp was pretty good. as usual, made friends, killed my voice box (is that what u call it?) a lil more, had loads of crazyass fun and came back super tired. heh.

several things i've come to realise.

1. designers share this bond that no outsider would ever understand.
2. we (designers) have humongous crazyass egos. which is a damn good thing mind you.
3. camps are only as fun as the people in it.
4. camps are only as fun as you want it to be.
5. *ahem* 2 people can help make a very big difference to how fun a camp can be.
6. designers rawk.
7. hallmark (my group) owns.
8. apart from just being fun and interesting the camp was also joyous.
9. designers rawk. (oops? did i mention that before?)
10. designers rawk.

heh. so yeah. coz it was all a pretty small camp and all (close to only 30 campers), it was loads easier for us to gel together as one whole subcomm. pretty coolstuff.

abs did well as a camp commandant.
tara was amazingly strong. *salutes*

caleb was retarded. as usual.

ex-freshies fiona and jo-jo were real good too. lol.

SU subcomm dinner was straight after camp. pretty impressive too. door gift was better than i expected (*looks to Grace*), music was good. ambience was good (cept for the crazy heat), and people were even better. lol. got to catch up with loads of ppl. was really tired tho. went home straight after a futile attempt to sneak into design school to dota with a few of the guys.

oh well.

Friday, October 13, 2006 @ 12:20

off to camp. back on sunday.

@ 03:30

a song for the past.

I won't talk
I won't breathe
I won't move till you finally see
that you belong with me

you might think
I don't look
but deep inside in the corner of my mind
I'm attatched to you
mmmm

I'm weak
it's true
cause I'm afraid to know the answer
do you want me too?
cause my heart keeps falling faster

[chorus]
I've waited all my life to cross this line
to the only thing thats true
so I will not hide
i'ts time to try anything to be with you
all my life I've waited
this is true

you don't know
what you do
everytime you walk into the room
I'm afraid to move

I'm weak
it's true
I'm just scared to know the ending
do you see me too?
do you even know you meant me!

[Chorus]
I've waited all my life to cross this line
to the only thing thats true
so I will not hide
its time to try anything to be with you
all my life I've waited
this is true

I know when I go
I'll be on my way to you
the way that's true

[chorus]
I've waited all my life to cross this line
to the only thing thats true
so I will not hide
its time to try anything to be with you
all my life I've waited
this is true

Ryan Cabrera: true.

and one for now.

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

@ 03:08

so. where did all the days go?

when did we suddenly grow up.

@ 02:01

today was weird.

nothing out of the ordinary happened. went to school, caught a movie, went home.

it just. felt weird. different. for some unknown reason. -.-

caught severence anw. weird show with loads of blood. entaintaining anw. there were bits of humour in it.

so.. yeah. that's how my day went.
i dont really know what im doing anymore.

Wednesday, October 11, 2006 @ 02:22

do you ever put your arms out and just spin and spin and spin?

well.. thats what love is like.

everything inside of you tells you to stop before you fall, but you just keep going.

saw this quote on celia's blog.
you're right girl; how nice. =)

Monday, October 09, 2006 @ 02:15

Hey baby, when we are together, doing things that we love.
Every time you're near I feel like I'm in heaven, feeling high
I don't want to let go, girl.
I just need you to know girl.

I don't wanna run away, baby you're the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms

Here tonight

Hey baby, when we are together, doing things that we love.
Everytime you're near I feel like I'm in heaven, feeling high
I don't want to let go, girl.
I just need you you to know girl.

I don't wanna run away, baby you're the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms

I don't want to run away, I want to stay forever, thru Time and Time..
No promises

I don't wanna run away, I don't wanna be alone
No Promises
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, now and forever my love

No promises

I don't wanna run away, baby you're the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms

I don't wanna run away, baby you're the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms
Here tonight.

Shayne Ward - No Promises

Saturday, October 07, 2006 @ 02:01

sigh. so here i am again. blogging. -.- man this stuff is addictive.

haze has crazy. as in.. crazyassshitcrazy. kills me to spend time outdoors now. we've even resorted to eating fast food after school to breathe in air that doesnt kill us. -.- just hope it all blows away soon. mooncake festival and we can't even see the moon. oh yeah..

happy mooncake day everyone (credits to jamie for the lame greeting).

didn't really see many kids running around with lanterns today. even forgot today was mooncake day till one of the childcare kids messaged me a greeting in chinese (which i had to ask pohhan to translate for me). -.-

hmn. went for this dance workshop this morning by a certain odan saori (namie amuro's cheoreographer). was some ubber tough stuff. but loads of fun anw. lol. genre was jazz funk. a lil like hip hop. hahas.

odan saori's this jap girl, been dancing for 10 years apparently. and i tell u. she was crazy pro. lol. supercute too la. hahas.. coz she didnt know how to speak english? so there was this translator there to help her. lol. interesting stuff. =)

ended up dead beat. -.- exhausted like mad. lol. 2 straight hours of stretching, training and cheoreographs. but it was all good. heh. had to rush through a project meeting straight aft that. then rush throught lunch, then rush to class. -.-

we were all damn nua la. -.-

Friday, October 06, 2006 @ 00:08

woah. so i guess im back to blogging.

i know that last post took a forever. apologies.

let start with a rant.

school started. -.- yep. you heard me. our holidays got cut short by one whole month. which means..? we ended school after everone else, and we're starting before they do. talk about money's worth aye? some.. "buy 6mths school fees and get one month free!" kindda thing. bloodyshit. i had so much planned for the holidays, (refer to previous posts) and they take it all away just like that. -.- all i got was a week of rest (polyforum took up my first) after 6 straight months of hardcore chionging.

which.. kinnda paid off i guess. in a way. GOT MY RESULTS! like finally la. heh. after so many delays. how'd i do? can't really complain i guess.. but it sucks how everything got pulled down thank to last sem's french. -.-

Professional Communication for Design: Z
Design Trends and Issues 1: A
Audio 1: A
Sociology: A
Video Fundamentals: B+
Storyboarding and Project Pitching: B+
Animation Fundamentals: B+

G.P.A: 3.78

cummulative? 3.10. -.- someone kill me please. lol. damn sad right! ahhwell. shithappens.

got to watch a couple of movies too. both really good. Little Miss Sunshine and Miami Vice. the later was just uber uber uber cool, the way it was filmed and all. real inspiring stuff. lol. lil miss sunshine on the other hand had a brilliant cast and incredibly well designed characters. amazing. it's a comedy/drama, how often do you see something like that? heh.

guess i've gotten used to the school routine again anw:
reach the 3Dlab, dota, class, dota, dinner, slow bus ride home.

still loving school. heh.

TOMU