Wednesday, November 29, 2006 @ 04:58
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hokkaido, here i come.
the trip's come at the best time, dispite what i said earlier about not being ready.
i guess its now that i really need the break, physically, emotionally, mentally, and who knows what else. -.-
i'll be back soon. till then. miss me. ^^
What Makes A Man Lyrics
by Westlife
This isn't goodbye, even as I watch you leave, this isn't goodbye
I swear I won't cry, even as tears fill my eyes, I swear I won't cry
Any other girl, I'd let you walk away
Any other girl, I'm sure I'd be ok
Tell me what makes a man
Wanna give you all his heart
Smile when you're around
And cry when you're apart
If you know what makes a man
Wanna love you the way I do
Girl you gotta let me know
So I can get over you
What makes her so right?
Is it the sound of her laugh?
That look in her eyes
When do you decide?
She is the dream that you seek
That force in your life
When you apologize, no matter who was wrong
When you get on your knees if that would bring her home
Tell me what makes a man
Wanna give you all his heart
Smile when you're around
And cry when you're apart
If you know what makes a man
Wanna love you the way I do
Girl you gotta let me know
So that I can get over you
Other girls will come along, they always do
But what's the point when all I ever want is you, tell me
Tell me what makes a man
Wanna give you all his heart
Smile when you're around
And cry when you're apart
If you know what makes a man
Wanna love you the way I do
Girl you gotta let me know..... (let me know)
Girl you gotta let me know..... (wooo)
So I can get over you
the facts are finally hitting me. and it's killin me. sure took it's own sweet time settling in..
P.S: CHRISTINE WEENY AND JAMSTER MANSTER (andValerie,ifyou'rereadingthis-.-)! lol. u guys did great the other day. All the best for the next few matches yeah? Go whoop their asses for me. =)
Monday, November 27, 2006 @ 02:31
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my posts have been wayy too emo.
so. im back.
boo.
Sunday, November 26, 2006 @ 01:42
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today was.. sad. no idea why.
woke up real late. as in like. 4:30 late. missed worship prac. sorry guys.. dont really know whats goin on with my life right now.
so.. ate "lunch", managed to do a lil bit of script writing, watched a bit of tv, then went for dinner to celebrate my parents' birthday at this place called restaurant ember. food was really good, so was the place.
got back home, watched parts of a beautiful mind, when this lil conv caught my attention. it made some sense for me, wont know if it will for you, but here it is anyway.
Alicia: How big is the universe?
Nash: Infinite.
Alicia: How do you know?
Nash: I know because all the data indicates it's infinite.
Alicia: But it hasn't been proven yet.
Nash: No.
Alicia: You haven't seen it.
Nash: No.
Alicia: How do you know for sure?
Nash: I don't, I just believe it.
Alicia: It's the same with love I guess.
hmn yeah. still got loads of work to do. so.. im off.
cyah soon.
Friday, November 24, 2006 @ 03:41
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boo.
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so here i am again. 5days to Hokkaido.
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still feels far, yet too close for comfort.
looking forward to escaping, but somehow smth's holding me back.
things are resolved, but im still confused.
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work's still crazy. left with
documentary script
d&d designs
programme t-shirt design
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thinking of changing the format to this.. allign to center thing, instead of alligning it all to the left. wadya think?
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oh. and congrats to jams and tine for a game well played. so what if the score wasnt what u guys expected? you won. take things one step at a time yeah! jiayou. =)
I've been dying inside -- little by little
Nowhere to go -- I'm goin outta my mind
An endless circle -- runnin from myself until
You gave me a reason for standing still
I've been dying inside -- little by little
Nowhere to go -- I'm goin outta my mind
An endless circle -- runnin from myself until
You gave me a reason for standing still
Thursday, November 23, 2006 @ 01:39
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had a real sad dream last night.
here comes the rain again
Tuesday, November 21, 2006 @ 04:08
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i have tonnes and tonnes of work to do, im tired, it's 4am, but im here blogging.
yay.
it's random things like that that keep me going. lol. so lets see. right now... im facing 4 deadlines
d&d publicity
MOI publicity video
video editting final assignment
script writing final assignment
all of which are due this week. u guys gotta wish me luck man. lol. im gonna need all i can get. =P
and after this week?
HOKKAIDO!
heh. leaving on the 29th, man that's just.. 8 days away. lol. didnt realise it was so soon myself. lol. though i can barely wait for it, a part of my justt hates leaving right when the hols start, im gonna miss the MOI peeps. lol. but oh well. i wont be gone long. =)
check this one out. everytime i need a break, it just cracks me up all over again. heh.
name of the show? *BORAT - Cultural Learnings of America For Make Benifit Glorious Nation of Kazakhstan* WOOTS.
cheers. heh.
I've been dying inside -- little by little
Nowhere to go -- I'm goin outta my mind
An endless circle -- runnin from myself until
You gave me a reason for standing still
Friday, November 17, 2006 @ 03:52
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happy birthday jia.
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it's been a great having you as a friend.
cant begin to imagine what the past year would've been like without you.
lol. x)
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cheers to a many many many many many many many more years of fun. xxoo
@ 00:26
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I wont even begin to pretend to know even the basics of the the whole.. thing. what little i know about it, is just from the little experiece i have. from what i've been through, and what i think im going through now. so forgive me if i sound totally ridiculous.
This is a rant about love.
i had a short conversation with a cabby on the way back from school not too long ago. if you guys watch heroes, this particular cab driver was not very much different from a certain.. "Mohinder Suresh" in the show.
he sounded.. educated. (no offence to cabbies mind you) educated in a way where he could be a professor someplace else ya noe? but there he was, driving a cab. so u can imagine my surprise when he first spoke.
"whats the secret to mastering maths?" that's the first question he asked me. -.- lol. i replied the only appropiate answer:
"huh?"
the rest of the conversation was a lil more interesting. -.- lol. when i finally got to answering it, (my answer was practice) he then asked me if foundations in math were important, and if it was better to learn the difficult stuff first or not.
thought to myself then - either this guy was really interested in math, or he was testing me. lol.
i was wrong on both counts, coz following that he apologised for asking so much, and explained that his son (a sec1 kid) wasn't doing too well in math in school, and that he (the cabbie) was making it a point to ask every student that took his cab for advice, so he could bring whatever he could back home to help his son.
wow. lol. gave all the advice i could, told him about the struggles i had with math and even went as far as to introduce him to mavis (my tuition centre back in secSch). lol, and for that? he was nice enough to give me 2bucks off the meter.
=P but that isnt the point, the point was how the cabby did things like that for his son. how a father, seemingly educated, would forgo his pride to drive a cab, would go through so much asking strangers weird questions just to help his son with a subject he was weaker in (his son wasnt even failing math yet).
it got me thinking, about how strong parents' love for their children is.
they nag, the scold, they nag, and are a pain in the neck at most times, but take a moment to think about this; how many people actually love you more than your parents do? sure, they do all that irritating stuff, but how often is it that it isnt for our "own good"?
they're the ones that brought us up to be who we are today,
they're the ones who kept us safe,
they're the ones who'll still love us no matter how rude we are to them,
they're the ones who'll still love us no matter our social status outside,
they're the ones we can turn to no matter what,
they're the ones who really love us for who we are,
they're the ones who'll do anything for us,
oh, and they're the ones who give us our money. =D
lol, and i bet you guys can add loads of stuff to that list. i dont know about the rest of you, but personally, i feel i couldnt have been brought up a better way. my dad and mum (thought i hate to admit it -.-) have been there for me every step of the way, guiding me through life, giving me the extra nudge i need to keep me going, all the while constantly trying to mould me into someone that'll be greater than they ever were.
of course they nag, alot, they scold, they give me curfew. -.- but where else can u find love as pure as that? whatever the case, i've begun to realise how parents rock. though we may no show it, im sure deep down we love them back as much as they do. right guys? =P
here's a lil smth from celia's blog several months back..
for the mum's out there. =)
A little boy asked his mother, "Why are you crying?"
"Because I'm a woman,"she told him.
"I don't understand," he said.
His Mom just hugged him and said, "And you never will."
Later the little boy asked his father, "Why does mother seem to cry for no reason?"
"All women cry for no reason," was all his dad could say.
The little boy grew up and became a man, still wondering why women cry.
Finally he put in a call to God.
When God got on the phone, he asked, "God, why do women cry so easily?"
God said:"When I made the woman she had to be special.
I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world, yet gentle enough to give comfort. I gave her an inner strength to endure childbirth and the rejection that many times comes from her children.
I gave her a hardness that allows her to keep going when everyone else gives up, and take care of her family through sickness and fatigue without complaining.
I gave her the sensitivity to love her children under any and all circumstances, even when her child has hurt her very badly.
I gave her strength to carry her husband through his faults and fashioned her from his rib to protect his heart. I gave her wisdom to know that a good husband never hurts his wife, but sometimes tests her strengths and her resolve to stand beside him unfalteringly.
And finally, I gave her a tear to shed. This is hers exclusively to use whenever it is needed."
"You see my son," said God, "the beauty of a woman is not in the clothes she wears, the figure that she carries, or the way she combs her hair. The beauty of a woman must be seen in her eyes, because that is the doorway to her heart - the place where love resides."
happy birthday mummy dearest. =)
Thursday, November 02, 2006 @ 01:42
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so.. we won.
=) for us. think today's game was good stuff. im sure we all had fun. hahas.. got to bond a lil more with the freshie team and all. plus! being part of a frikin crazy team! heh. what could be better? esp with the ubber stressful block and all. lol.
hmn. oh. was really impressed with the other team. im sure all of us were. lol. they put up much more of a fight than we expected, especially since most of the team were girls (all except one actually). they showed amazing sportsmanship even towards the end. *claps!* =)
now we just gotta concentrate on the inter-school competition, where schools in tp will go against one another. hope we'll able to do design proud. =)
time to make the doughnuts.
Wednesday, November 01, 2006 @ 02:45
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"what are airplane rides without turbulence?
what are boat rides without choppy waves?
what are long walks without rain?
what are good conversations without circles?
what good is having tea without the right company?
whats a day on the beach without hammocks?
whats is a raniy day if you cant walk barefoot in puddles?
what is fun without pain?"
what are boat rides without choppy waves?
what are long walks without rain?
what are good conversations without circles?
what good is having tea without the right company?
whats a day on the beach without hammocks?
whats is a raniy day if you cant walk barefoot in puddles?
what is fun without pain?"
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wow.
wow right? got this bit from chuans' (or kayly, as she's known by now) blog . real thought provoking stuff. i like. =P
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happy halloween guys.
the peeps in MOI mostly dressed up for the occasion today. lol. turned out to he preetttyyy interesting as you can imagine. all the designers wearing different "costumes". most of us turned out looking pretty much the same in the end tho. -.- no thanks to matthew's fake blood and white powder thing. hahas. was something different for all of us, a breath of fresh air i guess. =) might post pictures up soon. heh.
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our first lessons today were pretty ok too. realised sharon's (one of our lecturers) kinnda cool. -.- lol.
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sickness is taking a lil bit of a toll on me. worst thing is that i can practically taste.. well. nothing . -.- which means tasteless food! UGH. lol. imagine the agony man. captain's ball competition's tomorrow too. hopefully i'll get better by then.
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for now, it's sleep. bonne nuit.
things have changed.. yes?