a b c d e f g h i j k l m n o p q r s t u v w x y and z.

now i know my abc.

lol. guess what! the last post wasn't really my 100th. -.- ahhas. had a few incomplete drafts here and there, so.. those don't count right? =D

watched fantastic4 and men in white over the weekend. both were pretty entertaining. um. f4(lol) was.. not as nice (to me) as the first, jessica alba had too much makeup on lurh. =P lol! and i kindda like the first plot more. men in white... is not really worth $9.50. but must support local talent! go watch it on a weekday. =) cute storyline and all. heh.

deadline's week next week, so things are probably gonna get a lil' hectic. ahwell. =)

mind over matter.
mind over matter. =)

If my heart has grown cold
There Your love will unfold
As You open my eyes
To the work of Your hand
When I’m blind to my way
There Your Spirit will pray
As You open my eyes
To the work of Your hand
As You open my eyes
To the work of Your hand

Oceans will part, nations come
At the whisper of Your call
Hope will rise, glory shown
In my life Your will be done

Present suffering may pass
Lord Your mercy will last
As You open my eyes
To the work of Your hand
And my heart will find praise
I’ll delight in Your way
As You open my eyes
To the work of Your hand
As You open my eyes
To the work of Your hand

Hillsongs - Oceans Will Part




When there's Nothing left to Burn you have the set Yourself on fire.

Here's a song for my now.

If I am lost for a day; try and find me
But if I don’t come back, then I won’t look behind me
All of the things that I thought were so easy
Just got harder and harder each day
December is the darkest and June is the light but this empty bedroom won’t make anything right
While out on the landing a friend I forgot to send home
Who waits up for me all through the night

Calendar girl whos in love with the world Stay alive
Calendar Girl whos in love with the world Stay alive

I dreamed I was dying; as I so often do
And when I awoke I was sure it was true
I ran to the window; threw my head to the sky
And said whoever is up there,please don’t let me die
But I can’t live forever,I can’t always breath
One day I’ll be sand on a beach by a sea
The pages keep turning, I’ll mark off each day with a cross
And I’ll laugh about all that we’ve lost

Calendar Girl who is lost to the world
Stay Alive
Calendar Girl who is lost to the world Stay Alive
January,February,March,April,May I’m alive
June, July, August, September, October I’m alive
November, December, yah all through the winter, I’m alive
I’m alive

Stars - Calendar Girl

you guys should read the lyrics (if u haven't already). fell in love with stars awhile back. uber unique vocals and songs. Most of them tell stories and all. pretty cool. go check them out if you can. =)

so.. it's my 100th post! heh. over what. a year? maybe. maybe more. doesnt really matter i guess. heh.

im 19, temasek poly. yearthree. graduating in.. what, 10 months? 4 of which go to sip, and another 4 to fyp. which leaves 2months left of normal school life. =S 2 months, after 2 years. 2 years of what has been a wonderful wonderful journey of happytimes that forever changed who i am. a wonderful wonderful journey that's buring to ashes right before my eyes.

im lost lurh. and lost (if u get what i mean -.-) lost many many. lol.

All of the things that I thought were so easy, just got harder and harder each day

need to find my way back. back to God, and back to life. so. whoever's listening. help me out yeah.

try and find me.

Pass the popiah.

had dinner and so much more with abide2 two days back at Cheryl's place. been quite some time since we got together like that. that night.. is pretty hard to describe. but it was (to me) one night i'll think about for many nights to come.

i think it's pretty safe to say that we all found out more about each other right? and what we did wrong and right for the band. at least now we can look forward to a brighter future. Jeremy, Mark, Cheryl, Karen, John, Michelle, Marcus, this is nothing close to the end. let's continue to strive in our service for the Lord. we'll make are comeback sometime soon. =) from sunday school to splinter to the brotherhood and now abide2, we've been there for each other all this while. so what if we might be going our seperate ways soon? nothing's gonna change. =)
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so.. apart from that night, this week's been pretty (like i said in my last post) ...eventful for other people too. thank God things have settled down. =)

wonka-YAYA outing on saturday! lol. great to see the freshies again. got to get to know them all a lil' better. =) was pretty sick so.. sorraye guys! wasn't in tip-top shape. lol. hope u guys had fun anw, coz im sure i did. heh.

pictures! (more at fiona's)














we're bring sexy back YYEAH! lo. alicia, jas, me, fiona and hansheng. =)






















fiona tio-ed bully.

















k-po uncle in background. lol

















us with our bikes! i like this pic. lol. (right2left) fiona, sabique, hansheng, jaslyn, warren, me, alicia. =)






















i finally realise how weird i look when i bowl. -.-

LOL. oh oh. one more thing! my phone's dead. using my mum's now while it's at nokia. soo.... if u sms me, leave ur name k! all ur numbers are in my memory card. :P sorrayee.


alot's been happening.

seems we've all plunged into that bottomless pit we used to mock. guess i've come to realise the fantasies of forever are nothing but little fairy tales painted to make each other feel that life ain't that cruel.

i was thinking how i'll one day look back at this post and laugh at it with my friends, how we'll think life was simple back then.
but then i stop.
and i think,
will there still be a we?

alot's been happening. outside my life and in it. to friendships and people that are so so dear to me. alot's changed this year, and somehow, i find myself wishing things could go back to the way they were,
back when we were happy.
when we were all happy.

then again, it's more often then not that we're wishing for the past.
people come, and they go. but there are always those that mean so much we just wanna keep holding on.
so..
for you, my dear reader of this extremely badly written emopost.
when u face times like that..

dont bloody let go.

friendship's one thing that doesnt need to reach an end.
we cry, we laugh and we fight. but in the end friends will be friends. right?

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so.. i've been trying desperately to imagine things are still happy. but whenever i sit down to think about it, i realise how much i've loved and lost over the past three years. it's as if... everything i touch turns to dust. of course i'm greatful for those who've stuck with me through it all. but then i look back at all i've lost, at times that i'll never have again, at the.. thing our friendships have become and,

it hurts.

alot.

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the one thing that pains me more than that? is seeing other friendships crumble the same ways mine did.
especially 1234bestfriends.
you guys have brought joy and laughter to so so many people. the 4 of you are among the ones who brought brought life and character to SU and lounge, and on top of that, you showed me (and so many other people) what true friendship really is. so. no matter what happenes, that is how i will always always remember bestfriends.

John
Joan
Jeslyn (it feels weird calling you that)
Ben

this song is especially for you guys.




i know. -.- the words coming in and out are.. disturbing. :S lol. but the only other types i could find on youtube are those with stills of avril posing. so.. i chose the lesserweird out of the two. =P heh. but the lyrics are down below anw.

be there for each other k. always and forever. =)
and ever.
LOL.
-.-

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You're not alone
together we stand
i'll be by your side
you know i'll take your hand
when it gets cold
and it feels like the end
theres no place to go you know i wont give in
no i wont give in.

Keep holding on
'cause you know we'll make it through,
we'll make it through
just stay strong
cause you know i'm here for you, i'm here for you
theres nothing you can say, nothing you can do
theres no other way when it comes to the truth
so keep holding on
cause you know we'll make it through,
we'll make it through.

So far away i wish you were here
before it's too late this could all disapear
before the doors close, this comes to an end
but with you by my side i will fight a
nd defend i'll fight and defend yeah yeah.

Hear me when i say, when i say
i believe nothings gonna change,
nothings gonna change destiny
what ever is ment to be
will work out perfectly yeah yeah yeah yeah

keep holding on - Avril Lavigne






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