Can't believe i'm looking at the last sunset of 2007. LOL. wahlao that's a damn emo phrase. BUT EH. REALLY LEH. its uber sad.
for the first ever time since i can remember. im actually scared of next year. -.- in four months i'll be leaving TP, and i can tell you, that's probably gonna be the suckiest things i'd ever have to go through. The events, the camps, the groups, the projects, design school, SU, the good times and bad, and most importantly the friends. I never really ever thought of life in TP coming to an end, but now that it's just (officially) four months away, i'm seriously dreading it (although i want fyp to end like NOW). lol.
so yeah... my new year entry will come soon, tgt with the usual resolutions, commitments and stuff. but for now. thank you, everyone. no matter who you are. if you're reading this, it probably means i matter enough (either that or u damn k-po =P) to you, and i wanna extend my heartfelt x10 thanks for making 2007, the happiest year ever.
happy new 2008 peepsple. xD
cheers to auld lang syne.
Saturday, December 29, 2007 @ 02:33
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a thrilling chase, a wondrous place, for you and me
it just so happens, im a brilliant shit cleaner. heh. i'm here for each and everyone of you guys luh k. if you're even reading this. =) you know you guys are my favourate.
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matthew... hai x2. one for you and one for me. lol.
and...
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sorry caleb. and lynette.
i owe you two... so much more
Friday, December 28, 2007 @ 02:03
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i think i lost myself
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.again -.-
Thursday, December 20, 2007 @ 19:44
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its over.
the last ever OTC for me in TP.
lol. shit damn emo. -.- whahahhahs. okokok.
ANW. OTC'S OVERRRR!!! WOHOOOO!!! ok, mayB part of me misses the camp, but after all the worrying before and during camp, it being over... supposedly means focus on FYP. BUTTTTTTT..... (we'll talk about the but later)
ok. so. otc. Went... better than i expected. :) hahhas. this batch.. (like xiuhui says) kindda actually reminds me of the times we were back in year one. won't say anymore. BUT, guys, programmers, friends, family (sial), i know i seemed a lil'.. um. scary at times, and i acknowledge that i probably gave off that um. aura. =S lol! BUTTT (wahlao this is a damn butty post) im actually quite a funloving guy once you get to know me. =) it's just that i really really wanted to best best best from you guys, and i want to say that i can see most of you really put in your all, whether it was to improve, to teach or to learn, im proud to say im proud of all of you. =) let's rawk FO please.
ON ANOTHER NOTE (not fa but so), it was the shoke to see the friends floating ard camp. Seeing them, be it at my stations, while teaching hand signs, massdance or even the short periods after baths at the sportshall always had a way of making my day. =) thanks for listening to my rants, giving me valuble feedback and encouraging smses. =) SU rawks.
MERRY CHRISTMAS PEEPSPLE! xD LOL! WOHHOOO!! SO ACTUALLY, THAT'S WHY MY FYP'S BEEN STALLINGGG. =P but it's all for a good reason i guess. =) so. we had the usual. celebrations everywhere and gifts a plenty, both ways. thanks for all the cards guys. =)
anww..
im suddenly really tired. so. i shall continue soon! =) merry Christmas people.
heh. Drinking session with matthew rawks. Needed (even if it was just for a few hours) time to actaully just sit down, mellow, emo and complain. heh.
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so anw! CAMP STARTS TOMORROW! WOHOOO! It's surely gonna a a helluva adventure for all of us, and i guess i AM quite excited, despite everything. hope i'll get the chance to learn more, meet more, scream more, laugh more and maybe cry a lil AND GET A GIRLFRIEND OMG. heh.
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LAST OTC. HERE I COME.
Wednesday, December 12, 2007 @ 23:30
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tell me that did't make you smile and i'll tell you you're either...
1) Lying
2) Emo beyond rescue
3) Weird
heh. cutest thing everrr. xD creds to Maybelin pulling me up on the way down. and BETSYBONG. latenightconvo friend rawks. really. =)
anyway.
Did any of you guys actually ever check out the lyrics for hey there delilah? it's damn romantic.
Bleh. Sigh. you ever get the feeling sometimes where u just wanna sulkand be in your ownnn world? like for, just one day?
im feeling it now. -.- Betsy's friend says guys have pms once every three months. lol. maybe this is the day. heh. i have theories on what's bothering me, and right now it seems like it makes a whole load of sense to be pissed off/sad over the things im referring to, but im sure that tomorrow when i read this post again i'll think i was (or right now, am) really dumb. -.-
Maybe it's coz its december again.
December is darkest and June is the light,
but this empty bedroom won't make anything right
so says the song... *shrugs* lol. Decembers and Januarys always seem to suck. -.- i blame the rain. lol.
OTC's comin, the year3's last (sorry guys, didn't mean to remind you =P) i realised recently. Can't say im looking forward to it, but then again, i never really anticipated any camp that much till the camp itself, i just hope... im right about this one too.
Sometimes... i sorta wish i were born a lil' more selfish.
Saturday, December 08, 2007 @ 17:06
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LOL. cock to the max the video is. check out the needless swaying of the girl please! lol! and the um. face of the guy. DAMN BAD omgoodness, but i laughing like mad now. LOL. -.- the song's not that bad la anw. take a look! =)
ppffft. some hectic week this one was. Glad to say tho, interim one's finally over. Presented my story idea and stuff, guess i could've done better, but considering how last minute i was i guess i should be content with what i had.
FYP's is still the stress, tho i've FINALLY (yes finally) finished my first draft of the script. oh oh! i.. kindda need some help with that. lol! you see, the lecturer actually told me to get as many ppl as i can the read it, and see what they think. SO, if you're reading this, please pm me on msn to ask for a copy. =D rawks thanks. lol.
so like i was saying, i caught up (sorta), but at the expense of my sleep -.-. lol. im sure you're already sick from hearing about my sleepless nights, but i think this was the worst so far. -.- 5am nights for 3 days, and a 15min naponthewaytoschool the day before the actual presentation. LOL. AND, that's just the start of the fyp. lol! wish me luck. -.-
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watched 2 shows in 2 days. Golden Compass and Hitman lol. both of which... sucked. -.- lol! ok luh, maybe hitman wasn't THAT THAT bad, save for some of the really cheesy lines that were used, but Golden Compass was just... ugh. -.- lol!
ANW! hitman was aft GREENIES outing, which was pretty fun even though most of the rawkers didn't turn up. -.- lol! played games and all at tampines mall, got to see the few that came again, even if it was for awhile. =) hope they allll come to TP man. lol.
OH! and i bought my very own Rubik's Cube. -.- LOL. nerd ok i know. but its frikkkinn cool everytime u solve it. xD
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So yeah, that's the update on my life so far, im losing my touch on blogging i know, but i just cant help feeling blogging isn't as easy as it used to be. lol! maybe its a lack of inspiration, or maybe coz i've got loads less emo pangs now then i did then. =S quite sad actually. LOL.
ttz like being emo coz im not emo. -.-
k next.
lemme illustrate. heard the scientist on my ipod the other day, and it's like. one of the three songs that always always get to me, but for some strange reason at that time it was just some other song. =S ok im not making sense i know. But those of you who understand, you get what i mean right? lol.
so i'm wondering, does that mean i'm leading a happier life now?
I want the world to be filled with pink candy floss and little mini pink and christmas green hearts floating around the sky blue (duh) sky.
LOL. OK NO. -.-
ok but yah. but i really actually love candy floss.
People call me tom (which happens to be my name) and everytime i speak chinese a little cute sheep on the other side of the world burns and dies in agony. I love soggy cabage cereal and suck at writing profiles. so just click your way away from this page and make sure you leave a tag after each visit to my21grams. Enjoy. =)
mw_dust@hotmail.com is my msn.
TOMU
Monday, December 31, 2007 @ 18:33
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Can't believe i'm looking at the last sunset of 2007. LOL. wahlao that's a damn emo phrase. BUT EH. REALLY LEH. its uber sad.
for the first ever time since i can remember. im actually scared of next year. -.- in four months i'll be leaving TP, and i can tell you, that's probably gonna be the suckiest things i'd ever have to go through. The events, the camps, the groups, the projects, design school, SU, the good times and bad, and most importantly the friends. I never really ever thought of life in TP coming to an end, but now that it's just (officially) four months away, i'm seriously dreading it (although i want fyp to end like NOW). lol.
so yeah... my new year entry will come soon, tgt with the usual resolutions, commitments and stuff. but for now. thank you, everyone. no matter who you are. if you're reading this, it probably means i matter enough (either that or u damn k-po =P) to you, and i wanna extend my heartfelt x10 thanks for making 2007, the happiest year ever.
it just so happens, im a brilliant shit cleaner. heh. i'm here for each and everyone of you guys luh k. if you're even reading this. =) you know you guys are my favourate.
.
matthew... hai x2. one for you and one for me. lol.
ANW. OTC'S OVERRRR!!! WOHOOOO!!! ok, mayB part of me misses the camp, but after all the worrying before and during camp, it being over... supposedly means focus on FYP. BUTTTTTTT..... (we'll talk about the but later)
ok. so. otc. Went... better than i expected. :) hahhas. this batch.. (like xiuhui says) kindda actually reminds me of the times we were back in year one. won't say anymore. BUT, guys, programmers, friends, family (sial), i know i seemed a lil'.. um. scary at times, and i acknowledge that i probably gave off that um. aura. =S lol! BUTTT (wahlao this is a damn butty post) im actually quite a funloving guy once you get to know me. =) it's just that i really really wanted to best best best from you guys, and i want to say that i can see most of you really put in your all, whether it was to improve, to teach or to learn, im proud to say im proud of all of you. =) let's rawk FO please.
ON ANOTHER NOTE (not fa but so), it was the shoke to see the friends floating ard camp. Seeing them, be it at my stations, while teaching hand signs, massdance or even the short periods after baths at the sportshall always had a way of making my day. =) thanks for listening to my rants, giving me valuble feedback and encouraging smses. =) SU rawks.
MERRY CHRISTMAS PEEPSPLE! xD LOL! WOHHOOO!! SO ACTUALLY, THAT'S WHY MY FYP'S BEEN STALLINGGG. =P but it's all for a good reason i guess. =) so. we had the usual. celebrations everywhere and gifts a plenty, both ways. thanks for all the cards guys. =)
anww..
im suddenly really tired. so. i shall continue soon! =) merry Christmas people.
heh. Drinking session with matthew rawks. Needed (even if it was just for a few hours) time to actaully just sit down, mellow, emo and complain. heh.
.
so anw! CAMP STARTS TOMORROW! WOHOOO! It's surely gonna a a helluva adventure for all of us, and i guess i AM quite excited, despite everything. hope i'll get the chance to learn more, meet more, scream more, laugh more and maybe cry a lil AND GET A GIRLFRIEND OMG. heh.
Bleh. Sigh. you ever get the feeling sometimes where u just wanna sulkand be in your ownnn world? like for, just one day?
im feeling it now. -.- Betsy's friend says guys have pms once every three months. lol. maybe this is the day. heh. i have theories on what's bothering me, and right now it seems like it makes a whole load of sense to be pissed off/sad over the things im referring to, but im sure that tomorrow when i read this post again i'll think i was (or right now, am) really dumb. -.-
Maybe it's coz its december again.
December is darkest and June is the light,
but this empty bedroom won't make anything right
so says the song... *shrugs* lol. Decembers and Januarys always seem to suck. -.- i blame the rain. lol.
OTC's comin, the year3's last (sorry guys, didn't mean to remind you =P) i realised recently. Can't say im looking forward to it, but then again, i never really anticipated any camp that much till the camp itself, i just hope... im right about this one too.
Sometimes... i sorta wish i were born a lil' more selfish.
LOL. cock to the max the video is. check out the needless swaying of the girl please! lol! and the um. face of the guy. DAMN BAD omgoodness, but i laughing like mad now. LOL. -.- the song's not that bad la anw. take a look! =)
ppffft. some hectic week this one was. Glad to say tho, interim one's finally over. Presented my story idea and stuff, guess i could've done better, but considering how last minute i was i guess i should be content with what i had.
FYP's is still the stress, tho i've FINALLY (yes finally) finished my first draft of the script. oh oh! i.. kindda need some help with that. lol! you see, the lecturer actually told me to get as many ppl as i can the read it, and see what they think. SO, if you're reading this, please pm me on msn to ask for a copy. =D rawks thanks. lol.
so like i was saying, i caught up (sorta), but at the expense of my sleep -.-. lol. im sure you're already sick from hearing about my sleepless nights, but i think this was the worst so far. -.- 5am nights for 3 days, and a 15min naponthewaytoschool the day before the actual presentation. LOL. AND, that's just the start of the fyp. lol! wish me luck. -.-
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watched 2 shows in 2 days. Golden Compass and Hitman lol. both of which... sucked. -.- lol! ok luh, maybe hitman wasn't THAT THAT bad, save for some of the really cheesy lines that were used, but Golden Compass was just... ugh. -.- lol!
ANW! hitman was aft GREENIES outing, which was pretty fun even though most of the rawkers didn't turn up. -.- lol! played games and all at tampines mall, got to see the few that came again, even if it was for awhile. =) hope they allll come to TP man. lol.
OH! and i bought my very own Rubik's Cube. -.- LOL. nerd ok i know. but its frikkkinn cool everytime u solve it. xD
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So yeah, that's the update on my life so far, im losing my touch on blogging i know, but i just cant help feeling blogging isn't as easy as it used to be. lol! maybe its a lack of inspiration, or maybe coz i've got loads less emo pangs now then i did then. =S quite sad actually. LOL.
ttz like being emo coz im not emo. -.-
k next.
lemme illustrate. heard the scientist on my ipod the other day, and it's like. one of the three songs that always always get to me, but for some strange reason at that time it was just some other song. =S ok im not making sense i know. But those of you who understand, you get what i mean right? lol.
so i'm wondering, does that mean i'm leading a happier life now?