There has been thiss... dark blanket thingy over me recently.
It's as if it's thin enough to see through, tricking me into believing that the end of the darkness is near, but then again, it's so heavy that it weighs down on me. keeping me way from...
from
what.
i duno. from the world? from my friends? from.. being myself?
but who am i really. -.-
i guess i thought i knew. but i think i know now a guess, is still a.. well, guess. -.-
so ya. -.-
heavy blanket. it's feels like im back to 2 years ago. before BETSYBONG (yes i miss you like mad) like.. squished me back into the colour world. lol. so i guess right now all i need to do is lift that bloody blanket up. i gotta stop struggling, fight myself in the dark, and just let some k-po take my blanket off for me. lol!
sighs. someone tell me what really happened.
-----------------------------------------------------------SO YAH. im blogging. for real. up there was just crap ranting so if u actually read though the whole thinggg... THEN TOO BAD. WHAHAHHAHAHAHHAS. no laaa. sorry lah ok? SORRY. ;P heh. soooooo.... i've been drifting! for those who are wondering what *waiting-for-army boy* is doing; drifting between helping out in schooool, doing freelance, and well.. more drifting pretty much describes my life right now. I guess its pretty tough when you dont actualy belong anywhere? whennn.. most of ur buddies are already where ur waiting to go, and you have to count on unreliable jobs and there being smth to help out with in school to keep you busy. but yyeah. i guess i should be happy. =) no frigging idea why im not. why despite all the friends and things keeping me busylikemadmonsterking i just feel... lonely. Extremely. AND YES OKAY. IM BUSY. SO WHEN YOU SEE ME. DONT ASK, *EH. WHY YOU SO FREE AH*. COZ IM NOT. NAWTTTT. NOTTTTTTT!!!!!!! *bleh*hmn. yup. lonely and tired. you know how we get sick sometimes right? like, a flu, or fever, or smth like that. i wonder if we get sick emotionally sometimes too. for the first time in my life, i looked into the mirror today and noticed dark rings. -.- LIKE. WOAH. whahahas. hmn..AASJHD:OAIHV:OSDV:OIUSDNV. OK. YOU KNOW WHAT. SCREW IT. SCREW IT ALL. wrar! IT SUCKS BEING EMOOOO!!!!!! AOINOINDVOISNDV:O!!!!SKMV:SKNV:!!! LOL. ok. the world sucks, life sucks. -.- LOL. SCREW THE BLOODY BLANKET. IM COMING OUT WITH A HUGE SPOTLIGHT IN MY HAND.LETS GO DAMMIT. please bring back the happytimes. -----------------------------------------------------------
The Supremacy of Love1If I speak in the languages of humans and angels but have no love, I have become a reverberating gong or a clashing cymbal.
2If I have the gift of prophecy and can understand all secrets and every form of knowledge, and if I have absolute faith so as to move mountains but have no love, I am nothing.
3Even if I give away everything that I have and sacrifice myself,[a] but have no love, I gain nothing.
4 Love is always patient;
love is always kind;
love is never envious
or arrogant with pride.
Nor is she conceited,
5 and she is never rude;
she never thinks just of herself
or ever get annoyed.
She never is resentful;
6 is never glad with sin,
but always glad to side with truth,
whene'er the truth should win.[b]
7 She bears up under everything,
believes the best in all,
there is no limit to her hope,
and she will never fall.
8Love never fails. Now if there are prophecies, they will be done away with. If there are languages, they will cease. If there is knowledge, it will be done away with.
9For what we know is incomplete and what we prophesy is incomplete.
10But when what is complete[c] comes, then what is incomplete will be done away with.
11When I was a child, I spoke like a child, thought like a child, and reasoned like a child. When I became a man, I gave up my childish ways.
12Now we see only an indistinct image in a mirror, but then we will be face to face. Now what I know is incomplete, but then I will know fully, even as I have been fully known.
13Right now three things remain: faith, hope, and love. But the greatest of these
is love.
happy isnt that easy a word to spell anymore.
withlove. always,
from the guy behind the camera.
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LOL. OK NO. -.-
ok but yah. but i really actually love candy floss.
People call me tom (which happens to be my name) and everytime i speak chinese a little cute sheep on the other side of the world burns and dies in agony. I love soggy cabage cereal and suck at writing profiles. so just click your way away from this page and make sure you leave a tag after each visit to my21grams. Enjoy. =)
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There has been thiss... dark blanket thingy over me recently.
It's as if it's thin enough to see through, tricking me into believing that the end of the darkness is near, but then again, it's so heavy that it weighs down on me. keeping me way from...
from
what.
i duno. from the world? from my friends? from.. being myself?
but who am i really. -.-
i guess i thought i knew. but i think i know now a guess, is still a.. well, guess. -.-
so ya. -.-
heavy blanket. it's feels like im back to 2 years ago. before BETSYBONG (yes i miss you like mad) like.. squished me back into the colour world. lol. so i guess right now all i need to do is lift that bloody blanket up. i gotta stop struggling, fight myself in the dark, and just let some k-po take my blanket off for me. lol!
sighs. someone tell me what really happened.
-----------------------------------------------------------SO YAH. im blogging. for real. up there was just crap ranting so if u actually read though the whole thinggg... THEN TOO BAD. WHAHAHHAHAHAHHAS. no laaa. sorry lah ok? SORRY. ;P heh. soooooo.... i've been drifting! for those who are wondering what *waiting-for-army boy* is doing; drifting between helping out in schooool, doing freelance, and well.. more drifting pretty much describes my life right now. I guess its pretty tough when you dont actualy belong anywhere? whennn.. most of ur buddies are already where ur waiting to go, and you have to count on unreliable jobs and there being smth to help out with in school to keep you busy. but yyeah. i guess i should be happy. =) no frigging idea why im not. why despite all the friends and things keeping me busylikemadmonsterking i just feel... lonely. Extremely. AND YES OKAY. IM BUSY. SO WHEN YOU SEE ME. DONT ASK, *EH. WHY YOU SO FREE AH*. COZ IM NOT. NAWTTTT. NOTTTTTTT!!!!!!! *bleh*hmn. yup. lonely and tired. you know how we get sick sometimes right? like, a flu, or fever, or smth like that. i wonder if we get sick emotionally sometimes too. for the first time in my life, i looked into the mirror today and noticed dark rings. -.- LIKE. WOAH. whahahas. hmn..AASJHD:OAIHV:OSDV:OIUSDNV. OK. YOU KNOW WHAT. SCREW IT. SCREW IT ALL. wrar! IT SUCKS BEING EMOOOO!!!!!! AOINOINDVOISNDV:O!!!!SKMV:SKNV:!!! LOL. ok. the world sucks, life sucks. -.- LOL. SCREW THE BLOODY BLANKET. IM COMING OUT WITH A HUGE SPOTLIGHT IN MY HAND.LETS GO DAMMIT. please bring back the happytimes. -----------------------------------------------------------
The Supremacy of Love1If I speak in the languages of humans and angels but have no love, I have become a reverberating gong or a clashing cymbal.
2If I have the gift of prophecy and can understand all secrets and every form of knowledge, and if I have absolute faith so as to move mountains but have no love, I am nothing.
3Even if I give away everything that I have and sacrifice myself,[a] but have no love, I gain nothing.
4 Love is always patient;
love is always kind;
love is never envious
or arrogant with pride.
Nor is she conceited,
5 and she is never rude;
she never thinks just of herself
or ever get annoyed.
She never is resentful;
6 is never glad with sin,
but always glad to side with truth,
whene'er the truth should win.[b]
7 She bears up under everything,
believes the best in all,
there is no limit to her hope,
and she will never fall.
8Love never fails. Now if there are prophecies, they will be done away with. If there are languages, they will cease. If there is knowledge, it will be done away with.
9For what we know is incomplete and what we prophesy is incomplete.
10But when what is complete[c] comes, then what is incomplete will be done away with.
11When I was a child, I spoke like a child, thought like a child, and reasoned like a child. When I became a man, I gave up my childish ways.
12Now we see only an indistinct image in a mirror, but then we will be face to face. Now what I know is incomplete, but then I will know fully, even as I have been fully known.
13Right now three things remain: faith, hope, and love. But the greatest of these
is love.
happy isnt that easy a word to spell anymore.
withlove. always,
from the guy behind the camera.
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