Monday, October 27, 2008 @ 11:53
bookout bodoh.
Lucky I'm in love with my best friend, Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again Lucky we're in love every way
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here's a short post.
hope you guys understand my short posts from here on. every second outside of tekong chalet counts (at least for now).
heh.
so guess what! got into cougar coy, can't say i wasnt hoping for a tough company b4 enlistment, but right now i can't say that a tough company,
is really damn tough. lol.
despite the hell it is inside, i guess we can all look forward to passing out from bmt with a lil more pride than everyone else. and i guess what some of the commanders say is sorta true in a way, we'll be more ready for command school too (that is if i even get in luh).
got tired,
got sick,
had to push myself to the limits almost everyday,
had to inspire,
had to be inspired,
but it guess its true what they say! lol
tough times dont last, tough men do.
hehheh.
go cougar. -.-
will update (possibly with pictures and stories) when im less sick.
so anw, while i was in there i guessed i missed everything.
i miss trafficlights.
i miss not having to either march or run everbloodywhere
i miss not having to ask permission to scratch that irritating mosquito bite (and everythin else)
i miss having more than 6 hours of sleep
i miss wearing normal clothes
i miss not having to do 5bx every morning
i miss my CAMERA
i miss my family
i miss my vos
i miss abide2
i miss the clique
i miss not having to eat the same food everyday
i miss my room
i miss my bed
UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. trust me, the list goes on.
but guess what. army's part of life. so im gonna learn to make the most out of it. heh.
so while i'm gone,
as always, miss me like mad.
coz i'll be missing you. =)
Thursday, October 09, 2008 @ 03:01
wishing on a star.
the best time of the year,
when everyone comes home.
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so ok no, HongKongLand wasn't THAT bad luh. but yes. its a really angry place and our hostel was amazingly small (and a tad bit smelly) BUT STILL. the trip, was the love. =D and more so were the people.
THERE YOU HAVE IT (in clockwise)
PEARLEEN the mickeymouse queueing up for the cable car ride to ocean parkkk
AMOS the whinny with big nostrils eating his over fried youtiao
LINNY the veryexcite looking veryexcite
anddd..
JINGYUAN the canto eating beard papa's tiramisu creampuff!
LOL.
trip came and went in what seemed like just a matter or seconds! sure we may have gotten pissed (i know I did -.-) at each other sometimes, lost our way many times, got scolded by every (ok lah, almost every) hongkong person we met, had trouble speaking the language annnnddd had to go back to a puny room at the end of it all everyday....
i miss us getting kanjiong when pearleen was late for the plane.
i miss the EXCITE of going through the customs without our parents.
i miss taking photos of the kids (LOL) with every frikin mrt station sign.
i miss running aft fast walking taipang lookalike to our airpot limo.
i miss us going *wahhhhh* at every friking thing we saw lol
i miss our nice hotel
i miss the hear-thru walls btwn the girl's and the guys room
i miss banging on those walls
i miss waking up super early and not being able to tell if the sun was up yet (no wondows mah)
i miss (LOL, this from amos) waking up earlier than the girls and chionging to get ready and always still be ready to go out at least an hour before them.
i DONT miss amos' WHINNING EVERYDAY EVERYWHERE EVERYTIME LOL (i can just imagine amos whinning to this now)
i miss being superfriking tired everyday but still having to have our meetings lol
i miss the massage and the angmoh and saudi arabian
i miss Pearlyn's zhao sia and her wish upon a star
i miss getting banged into by people on the street when we stop walking
i miss seeing things get dragged across the floor during the typhoon
i miss our news reports about the weather
i miss going to finding a toilet and discovering food paradise after shitty wanchai
i DONT miss the stupid hongkong signs
i miss experimenting with rear curtain flash
i miss the peak
i miss (from pearlyn, LOL) the old granny who scolded us for not being fast enough when she started pushing all the crates into the lift even before we had the chance to step out.
i miss the coming home with our hands full of bags to the indian man that's always downstairs asking how our day was
i miss the ocean park taxi uncle LOL!!!!
i miss 5 ppl in a cab
i miss bargining for EVERYTHING (even the cab)
i miss shopping for lo po pang
i miss almost losing my specs in ocean park
i miss the view from my aunt's placeeee
i miss my aunts FOOODDD lol
i miss waiting for food with LL and Amos on the plane
i miss rushing to collect our bags coz they were *going to throw them away at the airport*
i miss dimsum
i miss hong kong
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but more than that
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i miss the company. =(
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and i will miss it more in ns. =( =(
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VOS did a surprise for me just yesterday and boyy...
the effort and time put into it just baffles me.
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guys..
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girls.. lol. what LL said in her letter really hit me, that you know how im always complaining im suay and stuff, not being able to find the right sizes for anything in HongKong, getting injured or hurt or whatever whenever?
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but i gues that aint really that true once i think about it.
coz i've got you guys. =)
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ok. girls, and guys. -.- LOL but you get the point. hekhek. i know i may not have burst out in tears or anythingg, but you guys really touched me (LOL) last night. =P ok i mean *i was really touched last night* =)
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lol. reallaye. the collage was beautiful, the surprise was.. surprising. =) the acting was brilliant, the props were.. noisy lol, and the food was great. =) i really couldnt have asked for a better send off guys. or better friends. =) i know i havent been doing alot to deserve smth so special from you guyys.. but i want you to know that i love each each and every every one of you alright? =) alot alot! lol.
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the cards made me cry this morning. kinda. =)
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aye.
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JingYuan -
You're ALWAYS sick! lol! so take care of yourself yeah. make sure u eat ur meds and eat healthy. no more triple chocolate for you! whahas. thanks for being the most mature and patient. i know there are always times you have to fight between your happiness and ours and am truly thankful and sorry for how you always sacrificed so much for the sake of VOS. i thank God that he gave me the chance to meet the *stabaliser* that you are. (heng i never kick you out LOL). you're the one that sees things that the rest dont, and im really thankful that there's you to turn to when i dont know who else to.
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dont be sad that i'm going, it's just the beginning of our friendship! =) i have faith that a special one like ours will continue to grow more and more over the years. so no, we wont be like this after 2 years, 8 years, 20 years, 50 years and 100 years, we'll be better. =)
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JAPAN. =)
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LiLin -
OUHMYYY... your letter was the one that.... awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww. lol! i havent read a letter so sincre since a long long time ago girlll. lol. and ay. TPSU paper rawks ok.
STOP WORRYING ABOUT YOUR PIMPLES! lol! EVERYONE has them, so stop spamming cream BODOH. lol! it aint good for the skinn! wahhas. besidess, i DID say ur cute some long long long long long long long long long time ago didnt i? lol! so that overrules whatever grows on ur face okayyy!! =S LOL.
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ok no luh im kidding. :P but i really mean it! as in. the cute park. *winks*winks* LOL. =) aye! you're the *lifter* in the group! =) coz i think no matter how whatever im feeling whenever, seeing ur retarded antics and always supershit excited face makes me laugh. lol. and ayee.
sure, alot of things in my life might have ended in a sad note, but for VOS, there wont even ever be an ending right? ;)
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and like it always seems to be with you LL, what you wrote really lifted my spirits, i wont say why or how or what, but i think you'd probably know luh. right? =)
i'll miss you like crazyshit too. but dont worry aiights? i'll bring many cute botakboys back for you. ;)
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Pearlyn -
PP! LOL. THE POEM IS OMGAWSH. whahahhas! i was laughing to myself when i was reading it please! hekhek. heng i lock the door if not my mum cfm think i siao. and yesssss. the paper really quite nice. =)
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like i said b4, it sucks to have to had to boot some ppl out of alfa, but if we hadnt then we wouldnt have been able to meet TEACHER. lol! i cant imagine DOC without you please! lol you and your redbull. =) wahas. and im superglad you made it to hongkong too. =) i must say i totally agree with LL, your videos are all SUPER funny hekhek. so aye. while im gone, dont stop zhaosianing, dont stop being super cute and dont stop reaching for the stars. =) one award not enough one. go for 10000 k! lol PP can do it. im sure. lol.
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oh ya. duno if i say b4 but i think u'll make a damn good *mother*. LOL
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Issac -
Izak! still damn sad that you couldnt make it with us to HK, buttt.. japan k! ;)
aye! you may not know it, but to me the pressence of another Christian in a group like ours REALLY makes to difference to me. i guess its impt to have someone to turn to spiritually. =)
you know how i said LL was the lifter? that's coz she always knows how to make me smile and laugh lol. but to me izak, you're the *hysteric* LOL coz you're the one that always leaves me in stitches. lol! UR DAMN FUNNY PLEASE!!!! WHAHAS. *thinks back to the newton bus ride*
LOL. it seems everytime im laughing like shit its when ur around ahhas.
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anw! i just wanna say,
that though life just may
get you down in so many ways,
and lead to a lil disarray,
i will continue to pray
that izaku will never fail to be
bright and gay! =D
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LOL. aye yyeah. rmb you are of the Lord! so while im gone. shinex2 in skoo too k? =D
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Amos -
AHMOOSEYONGSTUPIDJIE. LOL. KIDDING KIDDING. AYE. i still cant fanthom how frikin amazing it is that i know your sister and now i know you. =S LOL. (both as cock =P)
youknow, when we do think about it, you've actually grown quite abit. sure the amos we know may still be whinny and a lil immature (or alot lol) but compared to when you were in year one, you've changed! alot. =) lol and i think ttz quite the acheivement.
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sometimes i actually regret coming up with the cockboy nick for you, coz i do know that even you, get hurt by the things ppl say (yes everyone, amos has feelings too), but then again, at the end of it all, you DO know that we love you right?! LOL.
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really lahh, we're all greatful you were in HK with us (esp me) LOL cant imagine navigating and shopping with the girls ALONE. -.- omgawsh.
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so. amosyong, you are appreciated, by all of us. =)
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JUST GROW UP ABIT FOR GOODNESS SAKE.
LOL.
there's no other nick i can think of for you apart from, *cockboy* heh.
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so yeah. =)
that's for VOS. so much more i wanna say to so many ppl. churchies, betsy, ama, the clique (which has actually expanded to smth else, i dont think we have a name do we? LOL). SO MANY PPL. but then again. its just the army right. i'll be back luh. in just 2weeks. =) heh.
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so while im gone. behave. lol
be good.
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and to VOS (actually everyone luh), i just have one wish, and one regret,
that i didnt manage to bring you guys to Church. so when im in the army, i'll be praying. every single night for each and everyone of you, that you'll come to know the Lord, and that somehow, someone will show you the way to him. it's something that i wish for and think about almost everyday, so ayyee, rmb what i told you guys b4 k, and recall what you've experienced, in hillsongs or whereever else. =) i hope that one day you will all be saved. =)
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adieu my friends. lol.
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dont you dare forget me. =)
p.s: pictures from hk in the other VOS blogs. will post them up myself once im out. ;)
Wednesday, October 08, 2008 @ 19:12
Glued to a table.
Cause you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable,
And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table.
No one can find the rewind button, boys,
So cradle your head in your hands,
And breathe... just breathe,
Oh breathe, just breathe
There's a light at each end of this tunnel,
You shout 'cause you're just as far in as you'll ever be out
And these mistakes you've made, you'll just make them again
If you only try turning around.
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And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table.
No one can find the rewind button, boys,
So cradle your head in your hands,
And breathe... just breathe,
Oh breathe, just breathe
There's a light at each end of this tunnel,
You shout 'cause you're just as far in as you'll ever be out
And these mistakes you've made, you'll just make them again
If you only try turning around.
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Just a short week after coming back from HongKong to cleaner sheets, bigger showers and clearer air it seems im leaving to another angry crowded place. lol.
cept this time im taking a ferry there. with guys. alot of guys. heh.
so the time's finally here! lil' tomu's gonna become a man. ;) at least thats what they say.
im enlisting, gonna start to serve the nation, defend our country, fire guns, throw grenades, smell horrible and eat shit sleep and suffer with the rest of the botak armyboys.
im entering armyland (a.k.a: tekong) in just 2days!
can't say i havent been looking forward to it, or am not excited about the prospect of mental and physical torture over the nxt 2 years, but it IS pretty sad to leave what i have to leave behind. Hanging out with friends, having personal time to myself, slacking. lol! but i guess it really is sorta about time i went.
so while im on that lil' island, MISS ME BODOH.
LOL. text me! i'll read the messages at night and AWWWWW so loudly im sure all the other armyboys will get jealous. lol.
plan to go out with me on weekends! coz i'll really treasure those times!
and most importantly
pray for me. =) pray for him to help keep me grounded! pray for good bunkmates i can clique with and commanding officers that can take my nonsense. pray for courage when doing my swimming test and that God will grant me patience wisdom and strength. and then i'm sure i'll be fine.
heh. thankyou. friends like you rawk. xD hekhek.
so.. im ready. =) ready as i every will be.
reporting time's at 12pm at pasir ris interchange and 1pm at the ferry terminal. i'll prob be at the interchange ard 11:00 or 11:15 mayB? so if anyone plans on coming, LUNCH'S ON ME.
NOT. LOL. (whahahhas i just told a not joke) BUT, YAHH. we can have lunch together. =) MACS PLEASE. WITH LARGE COKE AND FRIES. =D
wish me luckk. ;)