Sunday, February 08, 2009 @ 20:18
What do you want?.
I want to be better.
inspired by a book i read (or more like saw)
i want to strive for more
i want to improve myself mind- body- soul
i want to read those books that i so desperately need to
i want to write what it is i feel
i want to explore new worlds and ideas
i want to embrace everything instead of fight it
i want to find the beauty in everything
i want to grow closer and closer to God
i want to throw caution the the wind more often
i want to live out loud (too)
i want to forget what they think
i want to free myself from the things i can't seem to get over
i want to be a better friend
i want to strengthen relationships
i want to hold a hand
i dont want to be lonely anymore
I crave these things in order to feel whole and at peace with myself, they feel intensively significant to living, to surviving, they aren’t only wants but necessities, I also feel that these are the wants that should take precedence over our other wants, our material wants, our prizes, our coveted items that deter our appreciation of what is beneath us and above us, i have them, we all have them.
p.s: i want to do this for me, not for them.
what do you want?
I crave these things in order to feel whole and at peace with myself, they feel intensively significant to living, to surviving, they aren’t only wants but necessities, I also feel that these are the wants that should take precedence over our other wants, our material wants, our prizes, our coveted items that deter our appreciation of what is beneath us and above us, i have them, we all have them.
p.s: i want to do this for me, not for them.
what do you want?
Sunday, February 01, 2009 @ 03:04
a meme about meme (my first).
havent blogged since.. ever. LOL. so i thought i'd tantalize your tastebuds a lil with a meme. =D plus the fact that i havent tagged back so much so that ppl keep taggin me more.
so stop. now. -.- NO TIME LAH BODOH LOL. ARMY.
wait just 80weeks more and then u can tag me till kingdom come aiights? lol bleh ;P
Rules: Once you’ve been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 25 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. If I tagged you, it’s because I want to know more about you!
(tagged by CARMELLO, ZOOMI and anGEL)
#1 - i was addicted to barney the purple dinosaur as a kid
#2 - girls who talk excessively are cute
#3 - i sometimes believe im an emotion-lacking person and from time to time hate myself for it.
#4 i don't cry, ok i know i did that time. -.- but yeah. i just dont.
#5 - i tend to make a deductions on people based on observations
#6 - i'm actually reallllyyy sad about some friends who have yet to know God
#7 - i'm in love with everything japanese (but not crazy overit)
#8 - I harbour a fobia of fangirls (or worse, fanboys (YUCK)) - appliestoallapartfromfellowVOSmemberTANLILIN. -.-
#9 - My dreams are nightmares most of the time
#10 - I'm musically retarded
(tagged by CARMELLO, ZOOMI and anGEL)
#1 - i was addicted to barney the purple dinosaur as a kid
#2 - girls who talk excessively are cute
#3 - i sometimes believe im an emotion-lacking person and from time to time hate myself for it.
#4 i don't cry, ok i know i did that time. -.- but yeah. i just dont.
#5 - i tend to make a deductions on people based on observations
#6 - i'm actually reallllyyy sad about some friends who have yet to know God
#7 - i'm in love with everything japanese (but not crazy overit)
#8 - I harbour a fobia of fangirls (or worse, fanboys (YUCK)) - appliestoallapartfromfellowVOSmemberTANLILIN. -.-
#9 - My dreams are nightmares most of the time
#10 - I'm musically retarded
#10b - I have a soft spot for musically talented people.
#11 - i REALLY (as in seriously really) miss the peeps and the camps in TP
#12 - I used to be REALLY scared of the dark (EH, I BET YOU WERE TOO OKAY) ;P
#13 - I had to go for therapy sessions when i was a kid because of a shyness problem
#14 - i LURVEEEEE watching movies
#15 - i hate myself for being horrible at mantaining long distance friendships
#16 - i used to hate it when people messed up my hair. no idea why people still try to do it now that i have none, but im glad to say it doesn't bother me much anymore
#17 - i miss having hair
#18 - i can't eat without a drink to accompany my food
#19 - i'm in love catch-up sessions with old friends
#20 - i'm actually an extremely lonely person
#21 - i love anything green-tea related
#22 - i plan to make my teeth straight again. someday.
#23 - i enjoy shopping. alot. sad that i never get to home home with anything tho -.-
#24 - i re-read my blog posts from time to time to remember. you should too. =)
#25 - i can't wait till God calls me back, but if i could have one wish before i went it'd be that that would be the time i'd meet all my loved ones again (how great tt'll be eh kazumi?)
=)